How Do I breathe

LOL...i realised that songs by blacks are much much nicer...i guess their voice quality is stronger and stronger...i luv craig david...and now mario...kay...he looks like...er...kay not my type...but the song is damn nice...here are the lyrics...sweet song....but i only like the melody...LOL

How Do I Breathe
How Do I Breathe

[Verse 1]
Feels so Different Being Here
I Was So Used to Being Next to You
Life For me is Not the Same
There's no One to turn to
Dont know why i let it go too far
Starting over it's so hard
Seems like everywhere I try to go
I keep thinking of you

[Bridge]
I just Had a wake up call (call)
Wishing that i never let you fall (fall)
Baby you were not to blame at all(When Im the One that Pushed you Away)
Baby if you knew I cared (cared)
You Would Never Went No Where (no where)
Girl I should've been right there

[Chorus]
How Do I Breathe without you here by my side
How will I see when your love brought me to the light
Where do I go when your heart's where I lay my head
When your not with me, how do I breathe
How do I Breathe

[Verse 2]
Girl Im Losing my Mind
Yes, I made a mistake
I Felt That you would be mine
Guess the joke was on me
This is so bad I can't sleep
I Wish I Knew Where You Could be
Another dude is Replacing me
God, This Cant be Happening

[Bridge]
I just Had a wake up call (call)
Wishing that i never let you fall
Baby you were not to blame at all(When Im the One that Pushed you Away)
Baby if you knew I cared
You Wouldn't have gone no where (no where)
Girl I should've been right there (and i wonder)

[Chorus]
How Do I Breathe without you here by my side
How will I see when your love brought me to the light
Where do I go when your heart's where I lay my head
When your not with me, how do I breathe
How do I Breathe

[Hook]
I Cant get over you, no(ooh)
Baby I dont wanna let go(ohhhh)
Girl you need to come home, back to me
Cause girl you make it hard to breathe
Oh when you're not with me

[Chorus]
Tell Me
How Do I Breathe without you here by my side
How will I see when your love brought me to the light
Where do I go when your heart's where I lay my head
When your not with me, how do I breathe
How do I Breathe

Yeaaahhhhhh

SLACK LIST

Haizzzzz....the A LEVELS are approaching...i'm so dead... 4 more months...will i survive? i think not...but what to do? i choose this path and so i have to live through it...haha...KAY WAIT... not funny...

Haiz as much as there are 4 LONG, arduous MONTHS left, i can't help but think what i want to do after that...HAHAH...stupid rite? thinking about things that are not gonna happen in a long long (only god knows how long) time...hahaha....oh wellz...do i care? nope...hahaha...here goes...my list

1. Mug my SAT...LOL...sad rite?? but i'll try my best this time...hahaha...I WILL

2. LOSE WEIGHT...i m like so way off my ideal wieght...haiz...must buck up after a levels...more running, more swimming, more gym and try to hit the sauna...LOL...who's interested to join??

3. Go for a make over... i need to have a change...

4. BUY MY GRAD NITE DRES...lol..but i dun wanna think too much about it..hahah...sometimes the more u think, the more disappointed you'll be...

5. TAKE UP DANCE...been so long..i miss the grooves, the beats and the hard work put in into every dance...

6. Get a boyfriend...HAHAHA...kidding kidding...these kind of things cannot say one la...lol...i'm just joking...bf aren't for me...at least not they aren't

7. K BOX....sing the building down babe!!!!

8. SLACK...WOOTS...that sounds so so good...just thinking of the days spent in front of the com, chatting on MSN, stoning in front of my tele...gg out shopping...lol...THAT IS LIFE

that is about all for now...hahaha...will keep it updated though...LOL

My love song!!!!

OMG...this so is like so so so sweet...my heart melts everytime I hear it... i think its the greatest compliment a guy could give a gurl...like seriously...Being a true blue idealist, i think that in liking (not love, sorry, but i dun really believe true love exists) someone...you not only like them for the aspects of themselves they know about but even the things they dun realise about themselves...you like someone as a whole, quirks and all...and if someone really likes you for all the simple things...THAT is what you truly call liking....hahaha...i think is anyone sings me this...i'll cry...lol...its just so sweet don't you think? I couldn't find the lyrics on the internet cos its not a really famous song...so i just typed it out myslef...check out the tune on youtube...it rocks...the tempo is really smooth and simple so it really fits the song...i think this guy wrote it for his girlfriend or something...OMG!!! my heart's melting...its so sweet...gosh i m so gonna make my future husband sing this when he proposes...hahah...forced to?? hmmm...maybe...

Easy To Love You by Shane Ward

Uncomplicated, you enjoy the simple things.
Don't need no make-up, you just wear what nature brings.
If you could see what I see, you would know you're beautiful...

You make it easy to love you,
Everytime you smile at me.
And its so easy to love you,
Girl, you shine so naturally.
I couldn't even count them in so many ways,
You make it easy to love you...

You can't hide it, it's there in everything you do.
You don't see it and that's just why i fell for you.
If you could see what I see, you would know you're beautiful...

You make it easy to love you,
Everytime you smile at me.
And its so easy to love you,
Girl, you shine so naturally.
I couldn't even count them in so many ways,
You make it easy to love you...
You make it easy to love you...

If you could see what I see, you would know you're beautiful...

You make it easy to love you,
Everytime you smile at me.
And its so easy to love you,
Girl, you shine so naturally.
I couldn't even count them in so many ways,
You make it easy to love you...

My emo moments

I realised my feelings for you are getting harder and harder to supress. Yet, as much as i want to tell you how i feel about you, my fear of rejection grows to such proportions that it is about to overwhelm me. I don't know what to do...As the dangers of 'A' levels loom over us, i know i should be concentrating on my studies but...i still do think about u...hahaha....perhaps you could be a "stress ball" to me...something to let me dwell upon to prevent me from going over the edge...whatever the reason...i can't stop thinking about you.

Ironical isn't it? I really want you to know...i really want the feeling reciprocated...but yet...i know deep down inside...it's not...you don't feel the same way as i feel for you...Haha...and as much as i want you to realise my affections, i fear for the inevitable rejection and for that reason alone, i keep mum...These opposing feelings are tearing at my heart...i feel at a total lost...haha...the exact way i feel when i'm around you...

I really want to give u a good impression...I really do... i want you to see me as someone fun-loving yet reliable as well...HA...but everytime you talk to me...fear fills my throat and my heart races...so much so that i could only come up with a one word reply..."HURH?" i know...it looks dumb, sound stupid...i don't want to be that way...but i can't help it... i really can't...my friends laugh at my reaction but there is truly nothing i could do...

Its so hilarious...while i'm typing out my inner most feelings, you sms me...hahaha....my heart skips a beat...such coincidence...i really wonder what you think about me?? what am i to you? just another classmate or even less than that? I just want an answer really...i just want to know...the pressure is killng me...i'm losing the ablility to breathe...no, wait...i'm fooling myself...you'll never like me... i know you never will....but i can't help hoping...

Funny how i spend the entrie weekend thinking about how i can get over you...how wrong you are for me...but on monday...as i tell myself "GET OVER IT"...i see you...and everything disappears... all the reasons, all the telling myself i'm not good enough, all the saying we aren't compatible at all...all of it...simply disappears...And i find myself at level 1...i don't want to like you...but i do...how long is it before i can let you go?

No one understands...no one know why i like you...honestly, even i don't know the reason...but i just do...